I cannot say I buy into the whole everything happens for a reason drivel
and I imagine life would be less painful if we could self-edit;
there are so many moments and people I would cut.
One click of the mouse and just like that
the moment that changed everything can evaporate but alas,
real life is unedited.
There are so many pieces of my being that I suppress
as a defense against everything and anyone.
Concealing so much of myself can be terribly lonesome
but after being disappointed so many times,
why would I want to open my heart.
The truth is,
I want to believe in the human race again.
I am drowning in a sea of ambiguity and each time I reach the surface
a wave of doubt overcomes me;
I am forever waiting for breath or asphyxiation.
I want so much to survive.
I have considered reprisal, amongst other acts of malevolence,
but only to realize how cowardly it would be
and how even the slightest taste of vengeance would never erase the past.
So, here I am, bleeding for all to see
and the only thing I ask of you
is to leave the bag of salt at the door.
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
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