Thursday, April 30, 2009

Replacement.

My last entry ceases to exist now. I wrote that in a moment of weakness; the little girl I used to know came out to play. As a human, affect tends to take control at times but I have never been one to let a sense of despondency wash over me, no matter how broken I may feel. I took a step back and had one of those "WTF am I doing" instances of lucidity. I want the fantasy, not the reality. Eight months later and a simple goodbye never looked so good but alas, the day has come where adieu is the only way. I imagine The Ting Ting's song, Shut Up and Let Me Go ,playing in the background...I ain't freakin', I fakin' this, shut up and let me go...and sovereignty takes control again.

Summer is on the horizon and my personal summer school will be subject to acting and designing. Yes, that's right kids I said acting and designing. What can I say, I am a regular entrepreneur with many aspirations awaiting to illuminate not only my soul but hopefully yours. The summer of 2009 looks very auspicious for this 22 year old.

Have the courage to live. Anyone can die.