Emphatic Lucidity.

it's been a long time waiting,
such a long, long time
and i can't stop smiling,
oh i can't stop now

You build these walls for years, barricading every sentiment of vulnerability that has ever pulsed through your veins, with this inane idea that it will save you from that heartache you’ve come to know all too well. And without warning, a spark ignites the exact capillary leading directly to your heart; the wall never had a chance.

I feel like I am in this infinite state of euphoria and at any given moment I am bound to smack my head on the translucent pavement. This is not delusive, this is tangible without constrain. No melodramatics or expectations, just raw emotion and desire. I refuse to compare this to anything else because everything that once was ceases to exist now.

If I am to get burned in the end, I will buoyantly walk through the fire a thousand times over; cowardice was never really my thing. The stakes are high and folding isn’t an option when a pair of hearts are on the line. So here I am, indubitably exposed, promising to give you all that I am without indecision or duplicity. I am not colorblind, the world is black and white, take me now or take me never.